Thanks for asking, I have to get some things straight in my head right now. I am fighting a battle in my head. I can see some of the things lately I have brought on by myself. You know the self fulfilling prophecy type stuff. I had what I think was a major slip up. I was feeling really low...Really uncared for and I contacted someone that I really should not have.(NO not the OM). Now she is worried about me. I did not tell her anything that has happened but she knows that I am not happy. She said she is always there for me and anything I talk to her about stays between us. Like I said I did not tell her anything except I was having a bad day.(yes Saffie you know who). My Mom is giving the hospital staff a bad time.. SHE WANTS TO GO HOME..they told her it may be another week. My youngest daughter called and told me about an ipod her BF bought her. I asked her where he got the money he has no job... She told me he sold some of his mom's pain pills... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I am waiting for my wife to get through with her finals...I really need to talk..
Ok Native Unlike you... today when we (my wife and I) were coming back from my son's basket ball contest..(He came in third out of three people) I wanted to reach over and hold wife’s hand while driving down the road but I did not. I should have. But it was an opportunity lost..As for the OP I contacted....I am going to try to just let it go but she will be at a Xmas party we are going to next week. I know what you said Saffie, STAY AWAY... but I had a weak moment. I needed to hear someone say.. "Hey what's wrong". It's been over two years since my wife asked me how I am feeling. My wife is kind of trying in her own way. It's not enough for me though. Anyway today was a good day. we spent it together as a family. I bit my tongue when wife talked about son's low self esteem. I so wanted to ask her what she thinks her sleeping in his room does for his AND my self esteem? Ok I am rambling now.. Have to go get the camper ready son and I are 'Camping out" on the driveway tonight.
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
