Please forgive me if this is more brief than it deserves to be...still on my phone.
Ian and Jen...thank you so much for the incredibly kind words. I think my respect and admirations for both of you as well as so many others on here goes without saying. It was with the love and support from all of you that I managed to find myself again through this process. I thank you and love you for that.
Last night was most certainly a night of celebration. Good food, beers, cigars (late night entertainment) were had and enjoyed.
I am truly at peace with my M ending. Please don't be sad for me. Yes I had hoped that she would at one point step up and live up to her vows to try and fix what was so badly broken. However, in the end she proved that she was simply not capable of it. And that is ok. Not everyone is. However, I do know that, should I chose to, I do deserve to spend the rest of my life with someone who is capable.
In the meantime I will enjoy whatever life points my way.
