Trying flirting on for size!

[ACJ]

I'm very low today. S16 keeps ignoring any attempt I make to communicate with him. So today I wrote him a letter. Actually I wrote it twice because when i read the first one back I decided it wouldn't achieve anything. It certainly helped me to bring my emotions to the fore but unfortunately I have spent the rest of the day crying. I was supposed to go out tonight but made the decision not to even though I had already paid for it. I'm not in the mood to be smiling and putting on a brave face and pretending that everything is fine when it clearly isn't.