The results are in...Dust myself off & start again

[Treese]

Silent....lilies are my favorite also.....they just have a beauty like no other flower and the ones in my yard are a peachy-orange color....beautiful...I a big one on scents also....in everything...

Found out another old friend wants to hang out...he has a daughter who is 18 and has been divorced for 8 years now...he didn't date much in the past 8 years because he put his time into his daughter....great guy...we may go to dinner to catch up..I think it will be fun...he knows of my sitch through the "grapevine"...hate that vine....but we'll see....not quite sure of anything yet...doesn't hurt to expand my circle of friends...and my H has NEVER been jealous either....not a bone in his body...well now I understand why...he's had activities on the side...he really didn't care..and he knows he has me wrapped around his finger, he knew I'd never leave him no matter what...sometimes I wonder what it would feel like to know a guy was wanting to go out with me...well...I wonder what H would think....I don't say anything out loud but it does cross my mind at times....

Last night I went out with my brother and his girlfriend...we had fun...got home at 1230 a.m...didn't sleep well, stiff neck..my brother and I have become quite close since all this has happened to me...he is law school right now...already a nurse but wants to defend the medical personnel....I told him he may have to defend me some day...LOL....after I run over them with my car....nah...wouldn't want to dent my car....LOL


Today no big plans...just hang out with my kids...clean...and maybe slip out later for a bit...who knows...take it as it comes...

((hugs))