Having coffee and planning my day. Last night was another one of tears and venting. I was deleting files on my computer at work and found lots of the OW, several of her and H that I TOOK at her surprise 40th birthday party. They were snuggled up and looking so fondly at each other....ech!!!!
I guess this is a grieving process, and each time I let a little more out. He was not as patient with me this time. Oh well. I guess I just have to suck it up now and pretend that all is fine. It's hard for me, I am usually right out there on my sleeve.
Time to make some changes and put on my strong face.
Hope everyone has a great day. Will check in on you all when I can. Love you all.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.
