Hey Rob and Purr! And Lisa! Thank you so much for the compliments..it must have been a 24 hours for it.. I had my Mum and my sis on the phone last night both telling me how attractive, intelligent, kind and funny I am ! They both made the point, you dont get ALL of those qualities usually in one woman...BUT.. my answer to that is, I'm not sure I am all that, if I really am amazing, why did he leave me???
Funny, that was my point about my ex, he has all the qualities in one guy. Oh and Rob.. you are way too good looking for me! I've seen those blue eyes on FB..
Woke up dreaming about the ex with the words "Its over. He's gone" rattling round my brain. We had that convo 2 weeks Friday in thh car.. he's been back a week and NC. I would say that says it all? But your ex caved after his holiday and look at him now! BUT.. I had a revelation. I cant believe how I have been acting. My Mum said fight for him...he had contacted me every 4 days since I told him I knew. but...I blew it.
I should have just been myself, regardless of the outcome. I should have phoned him sometime over the past 3-4 months. Especially after that night he cried and told me "whats the point of it all?". I've been too 'cool' becuase I was worried about pushing him away. I should've tried harder to just be his friend.
I looked back at our pattern of emails and I always tried to be funny and capitalise on contact, but then he was out on site for 5 weeks so he didnt always reply, which I misinterpreted. I've seen him twice since end August and he told me he missed me both times, but the 2nd time, he added a BUT on the end. I have been replaced, more and more and he isnt keeping up contact like your H Lisa.
No, I wouldnt date, I'm an I'm-in-love so I'm in, else I'm out, kinda person. I worked out why I am so annoyed about BMF.. ages ago, when his W left, I told him I had Jupiter conjunct Venus crossing my Ascendant soon..means someone will fall in love with me (I hoped it would be my ex)..the week it hit was the week he made it quite clear he was into me! SO.. this is a once every 20 year alignment.. somone did fall for me.. and the universe threw me.. a M man thats not suitable anyway! Thanks universe.
Meanwhile my ex found someone suitable to have an R with. I hear what you say MrsM, but he kept going for walks alone, last Aug 07.. and he phoned HER a few times when he left the house on his mobile. Thats why I quizzed him about her before and after the bomb (he didnt know I had snooped), so although he insists he wasnt interested in her then... they were in contact a year before getting together.
This weekend I am shopping with Cher.. shes going to tell me more about ex, if her bf tells her anything, bless her. So, my plan is.. to find out what she says and then maybe give him a call on Monday, just to say hello, how are you and if it comes up.. I accept its over and you are happy with Helen now.
