What have you got on for the weekend? Have you thought about dating anyone new, just on a 'for fun' basis? I think internet dating sites can be quite good for meeting people and getting back into the swing of things (although I don't have much experience myself- a couple of my friends found partners that way).
I'm not recommending your start dating, but just wondered if it might be something a little different and give you another outlet for romantic dreaming?
Hope you have a lovely day today.
L. xx
PS> Can't believe it about BMF. Or maybe I can- you are devastatingly funny, attractive and smart!