Lol, RTL--yes, it does seem that with Jeff, RTL and I, there are a few options for you to consider, Ali!!
But seriously, yes this time of year is really hard. I feel it too and I'm sure most of the LBS's on the board are experiencing everything from a "twinge" to a full on sense of blackness about it. I tried to approach Christmas this year to make it positive and happy for myself, but emotionally I'm not there yet, so instead I'm trying not to fight it, just to get through it.
Hang in there. I'll (we'll all!) check in on you again soon to see how you're doing.
