Was your husband GSG9? I asked H how he felt and he said "scared". Scared of commitment, feelings etc He says that although outwardly he would look happy inside he wanted to pull away. However, it was these interactions that actually do sink in and when they start to "come up for air" they remember them. You are doing so well and I am really proud of you and how you are coping. Must be very hard for your daughter too - please send her a very big hug from her adopted auntie in the UK!
