Looks like you're having one of your "down" days, and it's completely normal and understandable. Listen, you have a lot to process as of late. Your H's email had a lot more information than you were prepared to handle. Slow yourself down and breathe. Chances are after this weekend, your interpretation of your H's email will undoubtedly change dramatically. I mean, count how many words are in his email...now count how many words you used in all your previous posts since to interpret what your H wrote. What's the ratio...like 4:1? I can tell you from this former DAM that most of my emails take as long to write as it does to read them...not much time to contemplate sneaky innuendos and double-meanings.
Go do some fun, girlie things with Mommy like a mani-pedi (even though you won't see them through your winter boots), go to a Ritz Carlton or somewhere similar for high tea, Chippendales Revue...whatever! Just have fun and leave you H out for once!
- Me = 32 y/o - WAW = 32 y/o - M = 2.5 yrs, T = 12.5 yrs - No kids - Bomb, WAW moved out, D filed = 8/15/08
I can tell you from this former DAM that most of my emails take as long to write as it does to read them...not much time to contemplate sneaky innuendos and double-meanings.