I reckon it was a good thing to not go to her apartment last night. I really wanted to though. If the girls were expecting me, I think I would have gone.
Went to some training today for a couple hours. On the way back to my office, I started thinking about her.
I hate when I do that. Think too much.
I miss her. She pisses me off. She's inconsiderate. I go through future conversations in my mind. Things I should have said. Things I'll say next time. Am I doing the right thing? The right way? She couldn't have gotten me something from the kids? Not even a f'ing cake?
It's always me thinking of her. Not no mo.
I feel like I know the wife too well. Like this pull back is going to have the opposite effect it's supposed to.
Too much thinking. I'll have to keep going with the pull back.
Tonight, wherever I go, I'm getting myself some damn cake.
Chocolate. Last night, the Mexican Restaurant did give me sopapilla's. Like a fried puff pastry sprinkled with powdered sugar and served with honey.
Good, but not the same. Karen, can you make me one?
Last edited by hopeful4her; 12/12/0808:46 PM.
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."
