Detach>Worse>Weird>Better ???

[Sophie]

Today I feel like 'ducking and covering' for the next attack.

Simply....I feel attacked by H and the law.

Everyone tells me to 'let go of it'.

I know this is.

It seems though, that whenever I let go, get a peace with 'stuff'...I get a surprise attack from out of no where.

So...I'm very skiddish.


I also find that I like H more when I am around him. Even following the D papers, the time he has spent with us, around me, has been comfortable.

But, there aren't enough good memories to sustain me.

Bummer.