Hey, everyone! Hmmm, not sure I'm posting in the right place. I apologize if I am.
This is my second thread as my first thread locked. You can find it here .
I've calmed down a bit. Thanks very much to MC for giving me some perspective. You're so right - I do need to look at the positive side.
I am ultimately miles above the OW even if he's in the fog right now.
He's still contacting me.
We're still friendly.
There's no ugliness in terms of settling right now.
I know about the A.
There are no kids involved.
I'm able to financially survive without him.
I have an extremely supportive network of friends and family.
*sigh*
Today is just rotten. I feel as though I hate him, and then oops - I look at an old picture that I forgot to take down at my office and all of the "woe is me; I'm so sad; how could he; what happened" s*** comes back.
Hells yeah to the rollercoaster.
And MC, no worries about the drinking. I'm not a big drinker - in fact, I haven't had a drink since this all happened. No worries there.
I do smoke like chimney, but I was doing that before all this rot.
