This past week went very nice. I saw my H everyday. He called me when I got out of work to get together or to make later dinner plans every night this week. We spent quality time together everynight other than monday due to his gig.
I am so happy that my H is making such an effort, but I sometimes worry that it (the whole concept of M) is too much on him. He talks down about M all the time to his buddies. And he often makes sly remarks about H's killing their W's, burrying them, ect...
I think he likes our R so much right now because it is nothing like a M (we live apart, he can go & do what ever he wants and he knows it, our Financials are seperate, we now have different friends, and broken family ties). So it is almost like we arent even M.
I suppose that I should be happy that he is happy with our M. But to me, it is just so different than what we used to have and so different from the norm, I sometimes feel ripped off.
