JWM - Thanks. I already responded, I did so right away. I just said that, of course he could contact me midweek. I just did not have it in me to be all sweetness and light and tell him to have fun in NY. I have tried that in past emails and it gets me nowhere. Strike that, it ends up hurting me because I cannot seem to master the no expectations thing.
Tawnya - Thank you. I really wish I felt strong. I feel really bad and cannot stop crying. I feel like my marriage ended today. Like I finally opened my eyes and saw what is really happening.
