I am beyond anger right now. I am so upset that I think I am floating outside of myself.
Not a minute after I posted the last message, he texted me.
"Just givin you a heads up but could you put Comcast in your name. I need to turn it on within two weeks or so. Thanks."
Well, I did the wrong thing. I was SO angry that he's pushing so hard that I called him instead of texting him back.
All that was going through my head was, "Does he think I'm stupid? Did I NOT just tell him that I'm doing my best to get things moving? Did he NOT just apologize for pressuring me?"
So I called. He answered, "Hey, ____ [my pet name]."
This first thing I said was, "Do you need it done today?"
I know he could tell I was pissed. He immediately fell into trying to smooth it over. I could tell he was a little defensive but also trying to be careful not to piss me off anymore.
He said probably in the next two weeks or so, but if I could call today that would be great.
I said I'd try, but I've got alot of meetings.
I said that I know we need to figure things out in terms of the house and car - need to get them written over to me. I told him I'm still working on it, but that I'm not sure that I'll be able to get them written over to me on my income/credit.
He said maybe I could get my dad to cosign, if I wanted. He said that if i didn't take them out of his name, then he'd get credit for my payments on his credit. He said if it doesn't work, we'll probably have to foreclose and bankrupt. He said he's probably filing Chapter 13 regardless.
I said that I don't want to foreclose. I don't want to damage my credit. I wanted to scream that I shouldn't have to f***ing worry about this. That he's the one destroying my f***ing life. I wanted to say how dare he put me through this because of his inability to know what the f*** he wants.
I didn't say those things. He didn't seem to have much remorse, but he did say he was sorry, that he knew it sucked. He said that he knew everything was happening so quick and that it sucked of him.
I said, "It's alright. I understand you need to get your stuff squared away."
It almost KILLED me to say that.
We talked a little more about bills, and then he said he'd call the water company and Comcast after lunch.
I wanted to say, "Have a great lunch with that stupid b**** you're seeing, you f***ing waste of air."
I didn't say that, though. I said, "Have a nice lunch, and I'll talk to you later."
Stupid b****** is only concerned with covering his own a**. He doesn't care about anyone other than himself. Piece of s*** waste of my time. I'm glad I told him he's the worst f***ing thing that ever happened to me when all this started because he is. I cannot believe I lowered my standards for that useless, low class, nothing of a human being.
Good for him. Let him go have his slut and his "simple" bachelor life and run around without any f***ing direction like the rest of his family. I should NEVER have settled for someone like him.
