The results are in...Dust myself off & start again

[Treese]

BG....I used to say I belonged on the Jerry springer show....everything on there is bizarre...all I feel now is sadness...for everyone involved....

My H is only popping into our lives when he basically wants something...like paying for the ticket....didn't hear from him at all after that....or if he thinks he might have a few minutes for the kids....he missed sons band concert the other night and when he finally texted me yesterday about sons basketball game I asked why he didn't make it and he claims he didnt know about it....he did cause we were talking about it right in front of him....grrrrr...he's losing it....doesnt remember anything that's going on or else he is just in a days and isnt even really mentally present....

H texted me a little while ago to tell me he would take my son overnight....first time he has ever mentioned it first..shocker..and then he texted me about work things that are going on....

It's funny how alot of whats said here on the board, you eventually see in your life....like when they contact you then they are non-existant for a few days....wonder what's going through their heads...

MIL told my mom that H is not happy....no matter what he tells me she knows he's not happy....well....he is a great actor....coming in my house whistling, and upbeat, smiling...some days I'd like to wipe it right off his face...

So, I am going to go out tonight....since he is taking son and I will have him tomorrow night...

Oh, H says he has to work tomorrow...he better be making some money to pay her....I'm not giving it to him...too bad....

(((hugs)))