Thanks for everyone's support. I need to feel liked right now, which sounds pathetic.
Cookie, it is lonely, and it is humiliating. Dudess, it does feel awful.
And what makes me ANGRY is that just a few days ago, he wakes me up in a panic attack and clings on to me like I'm a damn life preserver...yet..when I need something it's like...huh? What do you want now? It makes me feel like I'm a thing, an object...something to be used. It makes me sick.
But...I am a warrior (thanks A )...and yeah, I do validate my own reality. I'm strong enough. It just sucks. Guess that sums up most of the board...we're all strong enough...but it just sucks. What did mules say the other day...anticipating major suckage...that made me laugh. At least I have friends...some people don't even have that. Think about how many lonely people are out there suffering by themselves. So I am very thankful for the people I've met here.
)...and yeah, I do validate my own reality. I'm strong enough. It just sucks. Guess that sums up most of the board...we're all strong enough...but it just sucks. What did mules say the other day...anticipating major suckage...that made me laugh. At least I have friends...some people don't even have that. Think about how many lonely people are out there suffering by themselves. So I am very thankful for the people I've met here.
