Still More to Learn

[Tawnya]

Ahh {{{{{{{{{Beth}}}}}}}}}}} First..let me say I'm glad your mom is in town so you won't be alone..THAT is great and I know your brother is coming too..so I hope you'll get out and do something fun with them both!

Now..on to the other stuff:

FIRST of all..you are wrong and right..if it is working for YOU..then it is working my friend..not in the "magical" way we all want it to work..heck..when I was just setting up my 5th thread I was thinking "wow..I was hoping not to be here after 1 thread, much less 5"..so I KNOW how you feel about that.

Secondly..you don't know if your hub will REALLY have fun..he could have just been saying that for your benefit..and, in all honesty, he could have fun or he could be miserable, but I doubt he'd let you know that..

Third, it was interesting that he stated something about "reaching out to you next week"..I would be with you and be like WTHeck does that mean? In a way, it almost sounds like he is trying to keep you "emotionally attached" by saying that about "reaching out"..versus saying something like "seeing you next week" if you know what I mean..like you "reach out" to something or someone you want or want to help you "see" people all of the time..just my thoughts on it..so how to not get emotional about that..I dunno..maybe he's scared that he is losing you emotionally because of how great you looked and were when he saw you..again..I"m totally guessing here..

And last, but most importantly, YOU are MORE than a "creditor" and YOU know it..look at how quickly he responded to you..granted he waited to hear from you..but don't worry about that right now..YOU are a WONDERFUL, GIVING, SMART, AMAZING woman that, if your hub can't see it, he doesn't deserve you anyway!!!!

Love and hugs!

Tawnya