Just stopping in really quickly after reading your post on my thread.
If you can (and I know it's difficult) reaching out and get busy on the social front might make some of the difficult times easier. Once I got past crying uncontrollably at the drop of a hat, I started going out... anywhere and everywhere. It's still difficult but it does help. Recently following a mountain biking accident and consequent surgery, I've had to be at home more which has also been good. But basically I find that having options to go out, whether or not I choose them, is important to my PMA.
We should chat sometime about how our legal training and mindset gets in the way of all of this... I have a few thoughts about that!
