...hmm.. I HAD all that though..and was very happy...and then he got depressed, his feelings died, he decided he is too young/old to settle down (?) and dated someone 9 years younger !!
So.. its a lottery. I havent met anyone else in 12 years that compares to him.. although, yes I have grown close to a couple of men, but they werent the real deal, the whole package, just parts of. So where am I going to find this guy that will love and appreciate me and walk hand in hand on the beach !?
If I knew someone suitable, that I had feelings for.. I would go for it ! I wish I did, really I do.
