I've been following your thread. I can tell you are going through lots of highs and lows. I am with you, this is a rollercoaster.
Hang in there.
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He responded: ---"I know. Take your time. Sorry to rush. Let me know when ready."
That sounds like a good sign. This is better than if he was demanding it get done right away. Maybe he is testing to see if you will go along with the D willingly...
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I responded: ---"Just let me know what works for you. I can figure something out, ..."
Are you giving him the indication that you are ok with it? Perhaps you could take him up on his offer to "let him know when you are ready"... Let him know that you are not ready???
Ask yourself this... Did the conversation really revolve around the D? Or is that the part of the conversation that really hit you hard?
Believe me Nasmat. I am right there with you (I am not bold enough to attempt fasting- you are amazing). But sometimes I over analyze every little move my W makes.
Stick with the positive Keep up that great PMA you had earlier today. I am praying for you still.
