HELP! I have never been more lost!

[Trippingbilly]

Thanks ladies, I really appreciate the words. I just have to just stop losing these battles and make the right moves instead of all the wrong moves. But I feel like I am ripping apart inside when I want to know something like "Where's this christmas party at?" "What kind of party is it?" Ect. Man it's hard. But I am going to try to get a hold of myself now and really start to do all the right things, I know that I really only have a certain amount of time before she tells me she is seeing someone else, or maybe she's not now but is going to start to. She is so beautiful and I know she needs a guy, she has to have that security. So I really have to buckle down.

Thanks again ladies.