That makes sense. I do feel Him, more with these thoughts in my head as of late. The more driven the thought becomes of what she has done and what she is doing, the more I reach out to Him, and I actuually am calmed. I believe I can forgive and wonder if the thoughts are there to make me understand all that has happened. I am sure the enemy is pushing the thoughts of despair, thoughts to make me quit, but it does seem easier to me to push those away. I am getting upset with each frustration in my life. I feel alone very often, but when I lay dowen at night I feel better.
