Sorry to read how things are going for you. Lately, I have been going through some "downer" thoughts about the inevitibality of my own sitch, but I don't want to hijack...
Quick question - Do you think you would have the same thoughts if things were going better on the job hunt? Are the unemployment frustrations causing you to overanalyze things with your W more than is healthy? Not saying it is, just asking the question.
CB
Me; 42, W; 43 M; 16 yrs S12, D9
3/13 - "I want to move to XYZ City (four hours away) and it might be without you, not sure" 5/13 - "Not sure I meant that"