You ask me to enter / But then you make me crawl

[MichelleLT]

Ah, that makes sense lol.

H and I did have a nice chat after he sent that e-mail.

I was pretty detached with him. Not sure it had anything much to do with HG, but just me being scared of him hurting me even more. Since he wasn't willing to do more than try and talk me into going home with him (the night we met up) with it very clear that he wasn't looking for a long-term relationship cuz he's not ready for one, didn't seem like I had any choice but to be cool and detached about it.

Barely heard from him since then. In many ways it doesn't even bother me. My life is much less stressful without him in it.

I am thinking that drawing up the papers myself might actually be a good idea. But I am still fighting with myself over it - as much as he wanted the D, and as much as I can't see us reconciling now, I still am having trouble with the idea of being the one to initiate the D. Doesn't seem right.

Anyways, off to work now. Hopefully you guys won't have to bail me out from battering some selfish, stupid, obnoxious customer.

Oh yeah, sent him a text this AM saying that "I guess Sunday didn't work out. I'm off on Monday and Tuesday if you still feel you have something to say." No response.