Hi Pam, Kelli, Shay and everybody.

Shay,

Have a pizza too- are you over 100 yet?

Sadly, no. Still at 97lbs. I don't think I'm ever going to break 100 until I stop being so anxious all of the time. I just burn off the calories with nervous energy.

H has been declining attitude wise over the past week. He's more defensive and moody.

I'm having a tough time holding myself together. Lot's of dark thoughts.

I'm squeezing in meditation and trying to keep up with other people's threads, but I just can't seem to shake this awful feeling of dread and doom.

Too many eggshells in my life right now.

Jeannine

Gads! My mug is all over the place now with this new setup.
I hope to see some pictures other than my own before long.
Would love to take a gander at ya all!


Jeannine