My point in the very end is this, maybe, just maybe (insert voice of Jean Gerard from Talladega nights) all you need to focus on is a little more self confidence and the knowledge that you are a good man. Trust your decisions a little more Mike and you will not find yourself worrying about the reactions and results of them so much.
Or in leymans terms, quit being a pussy.......
damn I've missed your sorry assss..
and you're right that's my biggest issue..self doubt and not being able to see things in myself as "good" even when I know that I'm a good man..a good person..
and I know I need to stop that chittt..
and Ian..the flowers I did because I wanted to..not because they were necessary...
