Jeannine, I've been so busy at work I've gotten far behind on everyone's sitches as well. Don't worry about it...we know you're thinking of us.
I'm so sorry to hear about your H losing his job and him withdrawing even more. It seems like this is worsening your symptoms.
I don't remember whether you see a therapist/counselor? Do you meditate? Do you take an antidepressant? Because your Dr. has not found a medical reason for all of your symptoms, and it's clearly stress-related, I want to encourage you to explore all options. I worry a lot about you!
Hoping things look up soon. I'm glad H is wanting to see this latest disappointment as a positive new beginning, but it sounds like he's having trouble doing so.
Oh Jeanine! I am so sorry for the bad news! I havent really been around much lately and so sorry not to be here for you too. I hope this turns out to be OK in the long run- heck it could be a blessing in disguise even. ((((((Jeanine)))))))
Hang in there! I know what you mean to be left out- he is trying to get some space and maybe avoid hurting you too.
Any idea why your H was let go?? Maybe this is part of his secrecy- maybe I am simplifying this but getting him away from OW isnt so bad either. Maybe his best career is in the future too! Let us know how you are doing- and so sorry to miss your thread this week! Shay
Just stopping by to let you know I am thinking about you..keep taking care of yourself as best you can...you can't control most things that are happening..but try to take tiem for you..to breathe in some positives that are there.