You see Mike, that is why every woman here is so impressed by your gesture. You don't actually see this as a big deal. WE DO! I can honestly say that no man has EVER in my entire life done something that sweet and kind just because he knew it would make me feel good. You are a rare man indeed Mike. Actually, thinking about it, I don't know even 1 man that would do any of what you have done. You actually do get it don't you? The little gestures make us feel important to you men. That's all we ask. Not the big over the top, diamond encrusted (all though that's nice too), extravigant stuff.
and this is why my heart is broken..
yes,,I get it..i've always gotten it.
so why the failures? why is what I do not enough. have I just never found "the one"?
if what I do is such a big deal then someone here tell me why my M did not last?? Then tell me why Kim quit??
if you guys only knew..if you only knew what I did..I put all my chitt to the side..I hid cards in places to be found months later. I went through countless tubes of lipstick/chapstick writing "flowery words" on the bathroom mirror for her to see every morning..
so..I waffled on having Caleigh and it cost me my M?? and that's a hard pill for me to swallow..it's all I did that I can think of that caused this..that and my dislike of her mother..
and here we go into the murky depths of what is Mike's chitt..inside my head..
