You guys have put the biggest smile on my face \:\) Thank you, thank you, thank you! I had a VERY rough day yesterday. I don't think that I have cried so much in years. I must have needed it. I feel more in control today, and just logging on and reading your posts that mirror my own thoughts.....is piceless!!!! I love you all.

SC, I want to tell you that I will read your thread as soon as I am able. It does seem that we have some of the same feelings. I am also very intuitive and have always been very open, very up and positive, the true happy go lucky type. I think that when those of us that have that kind of "spirit" get hurt, truly hurt and betrayed, it feels like the world is ending. I'm glad to meet you and want to welcome you to our corner of DB.

Kel, as always you have the soothing line on things. Your quote above is wonderful. I will read it many times today. I can count on you to help guide me back to center when I get around sideways.

MT and BG, you can always make me smile. I know that you guys are hurting in the same ways that I am. Thanks for taking the time to check in on me and give me funny images to replace the horrifying one that have been "videoing" (is that a word?) thru my head whenever I close my eyes.

WCW, I can feel your experience in your words. I always appreciate hearing from you. You show me that I can survive.

And oh YES! I have some BIG equipment that I will bring to the party! How about a Komatsu 350 Excavator! We could think of all kinds of delightful things to do with that. Also Ladies, don't forget to wear your most pointy toed cowboy boots! That would be lots of fun!

Ok, I'm better now.

Thanks for the smiles. I will make it thru this only because of you all.

Last edited by 1hope; 12/11/08 01:42 PM.
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