CJ was very hurtful in making it plain that I was not welcome on many of his outings earlier last year. It NEVER feels good to be left behind, left wondering, left OUT!
I really don't like the sound of him being "selfish" with his last paycheck!!!
It makes me wonder where his head is at. He sounds thrown, confused, vulnerable, needing escape and "distraction". I just hope that like CJ he finds his way back.
