I saw H last night and gave him his birthday card. He really liked it! I debated whether I would send it or give it to him, and decided to give it to him because he is so busy at work that he doesn't check the mail. But really, the reason was because I wanted to see how he reacted. He laughed at the card, and said thank you a few times. It was a great interaction.
But, as a friend pointed out, we always interact well, for the most part. I think this confuses me, because other than the times he brings up D, we always talk well. So I have just decided that I am going to be very patient, and basically just take what he says with a grain of salt. H brought up separating out the cell bills again, and I just said okay, but there is still no action on that. I find it a little amusing that he wanted to do it so quickly, and here it is almost two months later, and it still is not done. I suspect that we will do it, but the length of time he is taking to actually get this done is definitely interesting.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
