I didn't mean it in a physical sense. What I meant by Him bringing me something, someone, is that the stronger my belief, Faith and Hope become in Him, the better I will become. In having that, then something, someone will be found by me, with His help.
My words are my Trust in Him. That by believing in the things I have seen and feel lately, true happiness will come to me. My being closer to Him, makes me feel better, somehow stronger. But in that, I have seen these "negative feelings" towards her become stronger as well. I believe what you had told me previously about going to church and getting closer to Him, that the other one will work harder against me. this is happening, but God is on my side, I cannot and will not fail. I do not battle it in my mind, the thoughts are there and my faith in Him makes it bearable and makes me calm.
