Hi SPM - Thanks for all your past posts. Somedays turning on the computer and checking for your advice kept me going.

I feel very different today than I did 3 months ago. Hoping to of turned a corner. Fingers crossed. i can understand the GAL idea much better and I think I am letting go ( well today anyways )

My appetite is returning and I am smiling. I will go to girls poker night on Friday night for the first time in ages and I will go out with friends on Saturday night for the first time as a single person.

i have no intentions of meeting anyone, as i think time will be on my side and I need to be in a healthy position to Db.

My thoughts and prays go out to you. i envy your W her H. She has no idea what she is losing.