Hi L

Update:

1.) I have fought all my urges to initiate.
a.) I talk to myself
b.) I write
c.) I cry
d.) I txt my friend
e.) I think the worst and then I push myself some more to think positive thoughts

2.) On my calendar for today, it states: contact with 'A'.
3.) I pushed myself this morning to try to trust that he will call.

4.) On schedule, he called ... \:\)
a.) We shared stories
b.) We laughed
c.) When we hung up, I had mixed feelings (happy & sad)

5.) I fought urges to call him right back.

6.) I miss him . . . something must be working even though turtle steps. \:\)

7.) My goal is to tell him next time 'big hug'!!!


Big Hug,


jojo