1.) I have fought all my urges to initiate. a.) I talk to myself b.) I write c.) I cry d.) I txt my friend e.) I think the worst and then I push myself some more to think positive thoughts
2.) On my calendar for today, it states: contact with 'A'. 3.) I pushed myself this morning to try to trust that he will call.
4.) On schedule, he called ... a.) We shared stories b.) We laughed c.) When we hung up, I had mixed feelings (happy & sad)
5.) I fought urges to call him right back.
6.) I miss him . . . something must be working even though turtle steps.