...I hate when the other girls have secrets and won't share them...make them tell, Mommy! JK!!

Wow, that sounds like quite a strange experience, Jeannine. But I don't think it's anything out of bounds given the situation. You DON'T know how you feel, you're not sure how H feels, everything is upside down and inside out and you're supposed to just "go with the sexy feelings?"...now some of us CAN do that, but for many people it would be tough.

Can you illuminate us further on exactly what you were feeling/thinking during this event? (like while the laughter was bubbling up?)

Sounds like a stress reaction to me.

Shiny