The results are in...Dust myself off & start again

[Silent Chrleader]

Yep, I've just sat in my car and screamed at the top of my lungs until I was hoarse. I've made deals with myself, like "if I still feel like this after 6 months, I'll kill myself then..." (No I wouldn't if for no other reason than that I couldn't do that to my kids either.). I even got a tattoo on the spur of the moment. I got the Chinese konji symbol for patience. I figured that's were I needed the most help. (But I can't say that it's "helped" that much..... )

Yes, these actions may seem a bit crazy But, somtimes they do help us get through the toughest moments and that is OK, I think.

Now, I may be way out of line here, but I think you should go out with the flower guy! I'm not saying to jump into another relationship, or give up hope on your H, but I've been thinking that we do only have today. And we need to be as happy as we can in each moment. And what could be bad about spending time with someone who knows how special you are! Don't make the same mistake our H's are making by not seeing the beauty you may have in front of you because your heart is too focused somewhere else......?? You deserve happiness!!

Just a thought.... ((((((hugs))))))!