Silent.... Believe me....I have wanted to run them both over with my car...but I'm better than that....I'm only surviving because of my children, family, and friends...who wont let me fall.....suicidal...it's crossed my mind...not lately cause that means my kids would be left with the not so sane H....
Barely functioning...as a matter of fact I texted my best friend and told her I was falling apart....I sobbed the whole way home from shopping...yelled at God...you name it...
This board has also been a lifesaver...just when you think you're the only one...I read about someone else just starting...I'm almost 2 years in to this and no relief in sight...who knows what Ill do...
Treese
H 49 M 45 D 23, D17, S12 M 25 T 31 01/07 OW H at my door w/proof Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07 Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass, Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9 11/08 pos.paternity