HTTE, The tough road...Facing the big D

[HopefultotheEnd]

I agree...she does seem to follow that pattern. I'm enjoying having almost no contact with her. She has not been staying over.

Nothing drama wise to report. The girls and I had a great weekend. We made some fun plans, did some chores, and had a great time. I havn't spoken with the W much at all. perhaps a text or two. Even when I come home and she's at the house I say Hi pleasantly and go about my business and she leaves to go home.

I've been feeling more and more at piece with myself. I feel that I can be proud of myself for doing my best in a difficult situation. It feels good. I think I'm getting some good support from my Separation group sessions. There's one more left. It's a great place to gain some perspective. I rearanged the furniture in the house how I want it...it's great. I get to have 100% say. I must say I like it. I've moved the TV into the Family room where the fireplace is so me and the girls can watch movies and stay toasty by the fire. I'm a little curious what W thinks but I also don't care. It's My house.

I can honestly say that I don't think I want her anymore. I'm not interested in showing her any more affection nor do I want to recieve it from her.

Financial stress is paramount in my mind these days but so far so good. I'm juggling pretty well. We'll see if I can bail fast enough.

Fun weekend ahead. I can't wait to get some snow in the mountains.