OH and I have to tell you why I am so content....I am happy that I can talk to my H whenever I want. He talks to me. We dont live together so no pressure. We are not "working" on things, which means no pressure. He isnt dating anyone right now and he is a mess. I am happy really. Of course I would love to have that Normal family feeling back, but I am content. The only thing I fear and I am working on is if he starts dating someone. I have a feeling I would be not so good at first, but then I would get use to it. But he is in such a mess I dont see any relationships for him right now. No healthy ones anyway.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
