I know, I didn't take it wrong, just makes me mad that I can't myself there now. I know it is time, and I have to make myself do it.

The tree.....well, I almost didn't get the pies done! OOPS, Had 1/2 of H's beer and then had a beer when I ate some chips and dip, well that must have made me really tired. I laid down around 8:00 when the Mentalist had just came on, I was cold and I thought oh I will just lay down with some blankets and warm up for a bit, next thing I know H the phone is ringing, I it H calling. It was 9:30, I was like Sh*t, I hadn't done my crusts or anything, so I was glad he called. He said he almost hung up thinking I was sleeping. I said I was sleeping. OOPS.

Got up and made my crusts then got up at 4:00 and did the fillings and the meringue. So the tree is still in the same spot. Not sure what the deal was, woke up during the night like 3 times too.

I do appreciate everyone's great advice and I am listening, just hard for me to follow through for some reason. I love you guys too! I am so glad I have met yall.

Have a great day. Very cold today, 13 this morning. BRRRRRR


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