Went to the party, it was a lot of fun. Had a hotel room, and of course nothing happened. I didn't want it to, because I think we need to work on " us " before we jump back into bed, but I won't lie and say I wasn't a tad disappointed that he didn't try. How's that for being confusing. He's been very nice, attentive, say's he loves me all the time now. Yet still no letter. Ho hum........... arghh! I still will wait until he has this labtop I got him for Christmas. Then I will start with the writing. Not sure what else to say, just so sick of waiting. Feels like I've done it most of this marriage.
