Well, not much going on but thought I would start a new thread. My days all seem the same. H is still depressed somewhat. Nothing has changed as far as "us". He still calls or texts me everyday. He seems to have a new girlfriend....Her name is "Cell Phone". He is attached to it like glue. He is online on it all the time. He battery is constantly dying because of it. Irritates me really. But I know he is very down right now. He is very Broke. He has little money for Christmas and cant even pay his bills. And he is living in a camper with no bills there. I dont get where all his money is going. I dont understand how he had money to actually rent when he did. He has gave up on the EMS. He has quit the class he was taking, he isnt going to the FDept anymore for meetings. He is just exsisting and that is all.

He did stop by the house this morning to help me with our son in taking his medicine. Our son cant seem to figure out how to swallow a pill and it is very frustrating to us. I have been trying on my own for about 3 weeks now and my H would get on the phone and talk me through it like I werent doing it right, so this morning he came by to do it and he saw what I go through every morning and that it werent as easy as he thought. I think my son is just scared to swallow it. If anyone has any helpful hints on this I would appreciate it. We are going crazy with it!!

It is a rainy dreary day here in the east....wish it was snowing. But no, its 65 degrees today. Last week it was in the low 30s. Gotta love the Carolina weather.

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10