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My H just texted me:

"Good morning ____ [NOT my pet name]. I was wnating to know what the username and password is for the power co website?"

I started praying for guidance, and about two minutes later he called me.

He's sounding really strange on the phone. I can't tell if he's pissed or not, but I know whenever he uses my normal name and not my nickname that it tends to mean he is upset. He tried to sound like he was just talking to an acquaintance. He's going to put the electric bill in my name today and he mentioned getting together sometime this weekend to get things taken care of. He mentioned calling me in a couple days to talk about what needs to be done. He said goodbye before me, dammit - it literally tagged onto the last sentence he said.

I was polite. I didn't really have the chance to speak much except to say "ok" and "we'll work something out" (in terms of the weekend).

Great. I have no idea how to tkae this. I'm probably reading way to much into it. He likely sees me being detached and is trying to match that detachment. He does that when he thinks I'm pissed.

Ah well. Nothing to be done about it.

Hopefully, I'm doing the right thing.

~Nas


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