It sounds like you made a slight crack in the dam. With time and patient that crack will become bigger and bigger and bigger until the dam will break. Great Job!!!
My W told me that she really likes being with me, but still is torn between being with me and being single. So I know what you are hearing and feeling. It is hard to stay cool when you hear those words. It gives me a sinking feeling in my stomach, but I see more progress forward than backwards. I have had to keep doing what I am doing and the crack in the dam to work for me. I know and you should know to, that time is in your favor.
Talking is good. It is real good. My first lunch with W after about 3 months of separation was the same. We talked and talked and laugh with each other. It was good for both of us. It may sound like I am talking about my sitch, but I am talking about yours.
You should know this up front, No matter how my sitch goes. I will always be here to support you, no matter how your sitch goes. Even though we have never met face to face, still consider you as one of those good friends that I talked about in couple of posts ago. I NEVER GIVE UP ON A FRIEND You are my inspiration. You helped me to have the courage to keep going when everyone else was urging me to give-up. . I guess you are stuck with me weather you like are not. (LOL) We will succeed together.
Did you and H make any plans to meet again? If you do keep things light and use your gut to take the next step.
Did all of your worrying about tonight make it happen? Worrying will give you gray hair before your time and you are to young to have gray hair.
<KEG>
The semester is almost over. How are you doing with studying for finals?