Well I actually did say I did what I felt I needed to, along with the I didn't do anything wrong.
Several times he called tonight or I called him. Basically he got to the point where he just said I Don't Love you Anymore. So with that. I ache, I hurt and I know it is over. He says he loves me because I am the mother of his children but other than that he doesn't. So there is really no need to DB anymore. Or even try.
I am going to move the divorce along as quickly as possible so he can be happy and free. All sense of hope is gone right now. I am sure he meant it. He wasn't trying to be mean. He wasn't saying it in a hurtful tone or because he was really angry just a I am fed up this will never work and I don't love you anymore ...kind of way.
So now it is time to just move on and figure out how to do that by myself without trying save my marriage in the process.
Kristi
Oh please, SO MUCH DRAMA!!!! Self-pity isn't very attractive, Kristi -- knock it off. What he says doesn't mean much right now -- you know that.
Have a good cry, and get back on your DB horse tomorrow. I'm going to check back on you and make sure you do, too, or you're gonna get a good spanking.
