AmyC, again I did not mean to lash out. I am letting Him speak to me, letting Him listen to me, letting Him guide this situation. I do not believe He wants me to hand this over to Him and sit back on my laurels waiting for the situation to unfold. I believe He wants me on the path I am on right now. I believe He wants me to continue as I have been and to see more signs. This is what I am now doing. It is my LRT...After this, there is nothing left to do....
Don't worry about lashing out.
So what you're saying is you're doing what YOU think God wants you to do based on your own ability to reason your situation.