This is why I have gone to Church. these answers ar not easy, my emotional life is very hard right now, a major uphill battle against the wind. I am very strong, emotionally, mentally and physically, but I needed help, I caould feel my self giving in to the incline and the wind, it would be much easier to turn and go with the flow. I have climbed to high to not see the top of this hill, to not see all I can do....
AmyC, again I did not mean to lash out. I am letting Him speak to me, letting Him listen to me, letting Him guide this situation. I do not believe He wants me to hand this over to Him and sit back on my laurels waiting for the situation to unfold. I believe He wants me on the path I am on right now. I believe He wants me to continue as I have been and to see more signs. This is what I am now doing. It is my LRT...After this, there is nothing left to do....
