the drummer, the one who's been compiling this for the most part for me, has now had complications of somesort that he can't talk about and has backed out for now. I'm really dumbfounded as he never acted like that would happen. But I was told by the other guy that he had a fight with his wife about something, which he thought was financial.
However, the other guy wants to still work with me, says I have a lot of talent. I don't know what to do. I told him I needed to pray about it. It's just made me more leary about putting my music out there. I need to get it copywrited. does anyone know how to do that?
He is a christian, but he also wants to put my song in a B-horror movie that he is doing soundtrack for. Supposedly there is only music in the beginning and end of the movie, but I hate horror, and don't know that I would want it associated with it. He feels that God can use our stuff to reach other people, and as long as we're not promoting it, then it's okay. I understand his viewpoint, but I'm not sure that is what God wants.
I really don't know WHAT God is wanting me to do. I know that I cannot let my talent just sit here as it has been for 10 years. But whenever things start seeming to come to pass, something happens and it gets messed up. Maybe I am not persistent enough. Going thru the sitch almost seemed easier in the fact that I KNEW what God wanted of me, and it's the only time I really felt God was speaking to me loud and clear.
I wish I had a prophet. haha. well, I can say that I started writing another song due to this. I also know that this guy is also very talented and has more connections. He has a friend in another state with his own recording studio that they email back and forth and create stuff. He's been in a successful local band before, and he also wants to NOT play live (which I wasn't very excited to do anyways) and to do what evanescence did which is write all the music, then get the rest of the band, then record and promote like crazy. supposedly he said they had their cd out before ever playing live.
sooooooooo, back to praying
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."
